Entry: **I'm gonna write you a letter. I'm gonna write you a book. I wanna see your reaction. I wanna see how it looks..** Monday, May 22, 2006
Ok so again, its been quite some time since i last wrote about shit...i can't even keep myself updated on shit thats been going on, nevermind writing about shit in here....well to start off, Prom was this past saturday (the 20th)...and i'd say it was pretty fun...i actually had a good time. I went to the prom with Tony; which was a good thing because he is my boyfriend and everything...but i almost went with chad...but a bunch of shit happened, ya know, bad desicions, cops, police station, court, ya know, the normal stuff that i've been involved in lately...so my mom pretty much told me she never wants me hanging out with chad anymore...after the cop showed up at my house, that pretty much put the icing on the cake, ya know? i mean, i feel kinda bad that chad couldnt go, but i had a really good time with tony, and im pretty sure everyone likes him more then they like chad...so it all worked out. of course, i still dont listen to my mom, because i still talk to chad, and i see him every once in awhile...after prom was pretty fun...basically i got drunk, had a good time, threw up, then passed out....it was a good night tho....out limo driver was nuts...but he was cool tho...he kept calling sarah this weird name...we had no idea what the hell he was saying....but whatever....lets see...i just wanna point out that the whole cops thing wasnt my fault...i did nothing wrong...i guess it was one of those 'being at the right place at the wrong time' kinda thing, however that goes....no one ever listens to me, so i end up getting in trouble because no one ever listens, and 99% of the time, im always right when it comes to making good desicions about certain situations....anyway...theres not much more to say...its pretty much the same shit every day.....but im definately happy now, so thats a good thing...i was just a little confused with things, and not as happy as i could have been before...but then tony and i started going out (4-10-06 <3) and i've def. been alot happier. i still care about chad, but im not like i used to be with him...alot of shit has happened lately, and i guess ive learned alot...i havent been doing anything and everything for him, and he knows that he doesnt have that control over me anymore...but whatever...im happier this way...and i love it........