*reallllllllly long,......read it if you want, but it might take awhile.....*

the last 2 weeks have been pretty crazy...i dont even know where to start...ok, so, Dec. 13th (tues) Chad,Jon, and I decided to drink,....so after school, we all went to Jon's house,....Jon made me an insane screwdriver (it was a huge ass glass, and he put in more then 1/2 vodka) and for him, he mixed coke and vodka...chad wasnt in the mood to drink, so he only had a little bit of Jon's drink...i got so fucked up, i couldnt even walk up the stairs w/o falling over myself....this was pretty stupid on my part, cuz i had to go to work at 6:00.....Jon's mom was coming home at like, 5:30, so we had to leave at 6:15...Chad was like,"you are NOT driving, let me drive..." i knew i was def. too fucked up to drive, so i gave him the keys and let him drive...he took good care of me...all i remember is feeling really sick, and holding chad's hand the entire car ride to Joe's house...so we went to Joe's house and i was like,"i have to go to work at 6!" Chad was just like,"give me your phone, theres no way you are going to work..." so he called me out of work....we left joe's house and we went to chad's house cuz he had to go to his little bro's bday party....so i sat in the car...i puked.....lol....i felt a little better...so when he came out, he drove us back to joe's house and we chilled there until i was good enough to drive home...Wednesday, Cate, Jon, and I all drank lol....cate's mom was pissed at her or w/e, so she came and picked her up, and me and jon just hung out all drunk and whatnot,....it was pretty funny...thursday, Jon and I drank...this is becoming somewhat of a habit...im not sayin its a good one, but its def. fun haha....i had to go to work, but i wasnt that drunk, so it was all good...friday, i had to fuckin work 6-10...i really dont remember what i did during the day before i went to work lol.....now, Saturday, that was a fuckin great day....i went and picked up Chad and Joe, and we went over Sarah's house for steph's bday party....her parents went out of town, which was sweet, cuz everyone there was sooooo fuckin drunk lol...i drank a big bottle of bacardi razz by myself (other people had a couple sips, but i pretty much drank the whole thing) i had UV Blue (thats our new fav. drink lol) i had Parrot Bay Pineapple rum, some Jager, and some beer.....i was def. gone haha...everyone was havin a good time, until someone said that katie wasnt breathing...so everyone was freakin out, it was def. really scary...but after ppl put her in the shower and turned the water on,. she was doing better lol...i puked once, and then i felt better....people were puking everywhere,....especially in this cooler that sarah put in her basement for ppl to puke in...that was pretty nasty....i knew i had to puke, so i went into the bathroom and made myself puke lol! i get really moody when im drunk, so i was all happy, then i was sad, and then i got really pissed off and went and sat in sarah's basement alone in the dark....until Dan came...it was great...sarah was getting really upset cuz there were ppl there that she didnt want there, so chad helped dan kick people out....eventually dan had to leave to go back to work, so the only ppl who slept over were me,elysse, chad and joe....the 20 other ppl that were there left....i go to sleep until like, 4:30...and i slept on the floor cuz chad took the freakin couch lol...it was so funny, sarah's dog was like, in love with chad, and she slept next to him on the couch all night....we had to get up at 8:00,...so around 9:00, i brought chad and joe home, and then i went home and slept for a little while..it sucked ass, i had to work 5-10...i was so beat....Monday (the 19th) Jon and I went over Cate's house and we drank in Cate's camper thing....which is now known as the "party camper" lol....we drank UV blue....me and cate were pretty drunk....we were dancing around and singing Fall Out Boy (we listened to that cd for over an hour haha)....Jon left later on, and cates bro,his wife,and his kids came over and we all ate dinner and stuff...it was fun...Tuesday (20th) i worked 6-10....Wednesday, chad and i went over Sam's house and we made xmas cookies for her class at school....then we just hung out and played video games...we went out to go smoke a cig, and sam was telling me how last nite, chad slipped and fell on the ice, and i was like,"i would have paid to see that...." so he tried to be all badass and walk on the ice, and what do you think happens?! he slipped and almost fell, but caught his balance like, 10 times.....it was the funniest shit ive ever seen,.....his arms were flailing and everything....it was great....i was laughing so hard i fell on the ground and i was crying! so then joe stopped by and we were all just chillin...me and sam were cold, so we went in her house and ate dinner and chad and joe went back to joe's house...later on, i went and picked up chad and joe, and we went to go meet dan at dunkin donuts, and then we all went to the mall and met up w/ sarah...we were havin a good time, ya know, just chillin, and shopping....and then we were going down the escalator, and we see santa....so me and sarah are just like,"hold shit, let's get our picture taken w/ santa!!!!!!!!!" so dan was cool w/ it, chad was a little skeptical at first, but then he was like,"okay ill do it." i was sooooo happy, cuz he never lets anyone take his picture...joe was totally against the idea, but then chad was like,"c'mon man..." so he was like,"fine".....the pic is amazing....we all look so funny....sarah and i sat on santas lap, dan is doing the shocker, chad looks like zack morris from saved by the bell, and joe is just chillin lol.....at hollister and Pac Sun, i kept spraying chad w/ all this cologne and stuff haha....alot of funny shit happened,.....Thursday i hung out w/ marc....and then at 7:00 i had to go over my aunt and uncles house for this xmas party thing....Friday i worked 6-10...but before i had to go to work,me and elysse went tanning (she got me a month of tanning for xmas; god i love her lol) and then we went to dunkin donuts...and then i went to the bank. During 8th period at school,the ppl who are in drama and intro to theater did this variety show thing,....and since Jon and Chad were in it, me and elysse went and watched...we had front row center lol...Jon was in a skit from Fight Club, and Chad was in a couple of them,...one of the really funny ones that he was in was a skit from SNL...he dressed up like a cheerleader! he ran across the stage and he was like,"Firecracker firecraker boom boom boom!" it was hilarious.everyone had a good day, and when school was over, we went and hung out at the stairs and smoked cigs, and then this stupid fucktart chris and his friend came to the stairs and chris was trying to start shit w/ chad...he was trying to get chad to fight him, and he (chris) was being such a little bitch,...Sam and Melissa stepped back, and elysse was just sitting there,....but i couldnt just stand there and let this kid do shit to chad...i was fucking screaming at him to get the fuck out and i was saying all this shit to him and i said i was gonna call the cops and stuff...then he goes and fucking pushes chad and chad fell on the stairs, so that really pissed me off, so then i stood between him and chad so he wouldnt touch him...i was about to fuckin punch him in the face.. i was sooooo pissed off. they finally went away...i really wanted to murder them....Saturday- Xmas Eve.....i went tanning, i went to the store for my mom, then i went and picked up chad and joe and we went to walmart so chad could exchange a pair of jeans, and then we went to the mall...we were at the game store, and im like,"chad, pick out a video game and ill buy it for you as a christmas present." and he was like,"No, i dont like excepting gifts..." and im just like,"c'mon, pick one!!!!!!" he wouldnt...so we went into hot topic, and i was looking at earrings and im like,"chad these are really hot, come look." so he came to look at them, and he didnt even have to say anything, and i could just tell by the look on his face that he liked them, so im like,"okay im buying these for you" and he was like,"no your not" im like,"wanna bet?!" so of course, i bought them for him and i was like,"here, merry christmas!" he was happy,.....we went back to joe's house and chilled there, and chad and i both had to be home at 6, so i took chad home and then i went home....my family came over my house.....later on, i went and picked up chad and steph, and they both came over my house and hung out....chad was so scared to meet my parents,....after all the shit thats happened, he was def. scared haha....it was cool tho,.....he was talking to everyone and stuff,,....it was soooo funny, when we were eating, my aunt was like,"here chad have some potatoes..." and the she was like,"why dont you just finish them, you look like you could use some food" LOL i felt bad...i was like,"Em! thats not nice"and she said she was kidding of course. we played mortal kombat....it was fun...later on, i brought them home....it was a good night....it was nice having chad and steph there...On Christmas day, we all went over my grandmothers house...me, my sis, my cousin and his gf all played ping-pong, cuz we're cool like that....we had a little tournament....i won of course lol....when we all left, i went over chads house to pick him up....i wanted to go inside to say merry xmas to his dad, bro, and sisters, so he was like,"Okay lets go..." so we go inside, and his little sister was like,"KARA!!!" and she runs over and gives me a hug,...she is so cute....we went to food bag cuz he wanted to try to get cigs....he failed lol.....then he had me drive by his old school that he used to go to.....and after that we couldnt figure out what to do, so we just went back to my house....we played mortal kombat, drank some vodka and red bull, and just chilled....he was totally kicking my ass in mortal kombat, so i was like,"screw this! lets play tony hawk." so we played that and i totally kicked his ass bad lol....then i like, got in his face, and i was like,"so uh, chad, how does it feel to lose?!" haha...so then we were like, wrestlng and punching eachother....it was fun.....then he like, pushed me in the chair, and was like, twisting my leg, and he twisted it really far and he got freaked out that i could do that....it was funny....later on, i brought him home, and then just came home and hung out....Monday, me, Elysse and Jon went to the movies...we saw "Fun with dick and jane" it was pretty good...it coulda been better....we saw cate and ross there, so we talked to them for a little bit when the movie was over...it was fun...Tuesday (27th) i went over Elysse's house at 11:00 am, and Jon came over a little while later, and we made Ramen and watched anime all day lol...it was fun...i went tanning and then i worked 6-10....Today, i went tanning, did a few errands, went to east side pizza to give marc his present, came home, ate dinner, picked up chad and joe, and we went to dunkin donuts and met sarah and dan there...i gave dan the Korn cd that i got him for Xmas, and he pretty much gave me the best present ever........he got me a bowl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was soooooooooooo excited...i fuckin love it....we went outside and lit a paper bag on fire lol...that shit lit up fast! after D+D we went to walmart,...Chad exchanged the pants again!!!!!!! the first time, the belt loop ripped, and this time, the bottom of the pants started to rip....we all just hung out in the walmart parking lot...it was fun tho...me, elysse ans sarah were chasing chad around the parking lot and shit...it was great...we had nothing else to do, so we went to the movies and hung out inside for awhile...it was a fun night....

I had a pretty interesting weekend...on friday, there was no school because we got a massive amount of snow...so Cate, Ross, and I all went over Jonny's house, and got drunk lol...we took shots of this really good blue rasberry vodka; its called UV blue...it was amazing. Cate brought over a beer, so i drank some of her beer after we finished the vodka. Cate and I were pretty much gone, and Jonny was drunk, just not as drunk as us lol...After we drank, we went outside and attempted to have a snowball fight; which pretty much ended up being Cate and I sitting on the sidewalk having snow dumped on us w/ a shovel by Jonny....Ross kinda just threw snow at us.....Jonny and Ross were shoveling the driveway, so i went and stood near Jon, and he didnt see me standing there, and he lifted up the shovel, and pretty much smacked me in the arm w/ the shovel; resulting in a nice bruise on my arm haha...i forgive you Jon, it was funny haha.....later on that day, i had to go to work, which sucked cuz i had a bad headache and wanted to sleep. lol..... Saturday, Chad called me, and i went and picked up him and Joe, and we went to the mall,.....i went and picked up chad first; and then we went to joe's house. it was def. good to talk to chad, seeing as tho i havent talked to him in awhile cuz he was mad at me or somethin....at the mall, we met up w/ sam and melissa, and we all just chilled and shopped. it was fun. I bought nothing for myself, which was crazy,.....but yeah,...since i had to go to work at 6:00, we left the mall around 5:00, and i took chad and joe back to joe's house. While i was working, Sarah, Elysse and Allison came in to get coffee and hang out,.....a little bit after they came in, Dan also came to get coffee, so when i got out at 10:00, i went and sat at the table w/ them and we all hung out for awhile....it was fun......Sunday was just boring....i worked 4:00-!0:00, which sucked, but oh well....it was gross, some old man came in and got coffee, and i was like,"anything else?" and he was like,"A hug and a kiss." i was like,"ewwww" lol....then he was like,"ya know, if i was younger, i would be hitting on you right now..." i was just standing there laughing, but really, i was pretty creeped out....then when i was working at the window at the drive thru, some dude pulled up to the window, and i went to go take the money from him, and he wouldnt let it go,...he just sat there like, staring at me....im just like,"uhhhh" and then he finally gave me the money...he ended up giving me a tip, so that was good i guess, but again, creepy...i hate ppl that come to dunkin donuts...they are all really strange; well, most of them anyway......Yesterday, i had to go to the doctors for a checkup....when she asked my mom to leave the room, she asked me some questions....one of the questions she asked me was,"are drugs and alcohol an issuse?" and im like,"well, no, they arent an issue......" it was funny,....i totally didnt even bother to deny the fact that i smoke and drink haha....and then she was telling me to be smart about not to drink and drive....im just sittin there like,"yup, i know...." lol....i went over Cate's house to help her set up her X-Mas tree.....it was pretty interesting....we started off not so great,...but then by the time we finished, it looked really pretty....we called it our "Special Olympics X-Mas Tree" haha....it was great....we were gonna make some hot cocoa, but we decided that might be a bad idea; we didnt wanna re-live the chicken soup incident where we almost blew up the microwave lol....instead, Cate made us sandwiches....good times, good times......